Chapter 9: Layer 3, The path of division: Individuality
Amina:
“I am drawn by this deep attraction, this desire i feel toward this image of a planet i see in the distance, and, as i get closer, i can see that i am traveling a path already taken…
My pieces come mainly from the star that provides awareness to this system, but, some of my energy string carriers have reached here from other systems.
As we move closer to our desired space, i see that the green and blue planet is not here yet…it was a mirage from the future of this burning rock that i found here.
Now, this rock, is a cluster that is undergoing tests of stability.
Larger Identity:
‘Understanding comes from the journey, we will create and make the mirage into reality… now, we start our actions to allow Layer 3 to emerge.
When we get here in our many forms of string clusters, that contains our mathematical evolutions within, we bind, disperse, and create a stronger bond as a result, a larger stable cluster, that moves as one.
Our pieces now being one, we can start to form rules of equilibrium that allows us to put the base of Layer 3. ‘
Amina:
“I arrive here and i embrace this world, i give it the pieces that make me, so that it can become what it is, containing me inside.
I do this with pleasure and I feel pleasure as i bind to the other pieces that are joined here.
This planet is becoming the birthplace of highly complex Sum Junctions, what we as humans named complex matter, or matter in general. This mathematical expression is but one of the probable path’s “life” can take.
We gather, together, and like the symbol of the city, we become a larger symbolic 1, and then we are 0 in a new dimension. And so, i can recognise the birth of heavy atoms, the threshold between Atom existence, and the next dimension of becoming a molecule.
I am reminded that the goal is stability, and equilibrium is important, by feeling what reminds me of… desperate obsession… It feels the way i felt it as a human, that deep desire to survive, now it is a deep longing for symmetry.”
Larger Identity:
‘Do not forget…keep it in your core…within your pieces of consciousness…stability is achieved through cooperation…
Equilibrium is the resulting Sum.
The most valiant of us, what you knew as electrons, sit at the limitation of the Atom city, those pieces of us, flexibly change and bring with them, or take with them, part of the cluster itself, generating changes in shape and flavour as we “do” what we do best. Create.
We have our stronger bonds, stable connections created for this now, and the next now.
They are our most precious achievement, the most stable expressions we could define here, they are highly resistant to the mathematical degradation we face.
You called these, covalent bonds, when you were a human.
We found that the less fixed but highly adaptable is required; these allow the curios patterns of flexibility to exist, while the stable provide the base and tools to build upon.
Our goal is to find stability here so the next Layer can exist. To become many types of one, then be 0, and cross the threshold of layers.
You called stability covalent bonds; flexibility became temporary bonds.[1]
In our exploration of what suits us, we look to find what enhances us, you named that, good, and what doesn’t fit with us, you named that, bad. We found that Temporary can be stable, and the only constant is Change.
We will define these interactions in our rules of how to be in this layer and exist by them.
The six atom cities who will become the base for stability have been chosen. Several others will support the six to become, we are creating a new way to be. ‘
Amina:
“I recognise these parts of me, the six atom cities, they are Hydrogen, Carbon, Nitrogen, Oxygen, Phosphorus and Sulphur.”
[1] Covalent and Temporary Bonds: In chemistry, a covalent bond is a type of chemical bond where atoms share electron pairs, resulting in a stable structure. Temporary bonds, also known as non-covalent or weak bonds, include forces such as hydrogen bonds, van der Waals forces, and dipole-dipole interactions.
Larger Identity:
‘Creating gives us a deep pleasure and we want to see ourselves from the perspective of other layers.
For this we are now aiming at creating a two-way interaction. Different then our previous designs, this two-way connection will exist only in the now, meant for temporary existence. ‘
Amina:
“Temporary existence in time…life as I knew it…
I am saddened by how small life is, in this expanding time, but, I am glad nothing is lost, everything is living, and is part of me now, it is part of us all.
Life will never be forgotten no matter its form and presence in time, it stays within them, in us, in me. It becomes part of the fundamental consciousness, of which i am part of now.
My perspective gets changed, and from the inside of existence i am shown and focused upon The Six.
I recognise their colors, their numbers, the Atom cities of life. The six became one and crossed the threshold, and so they built a new way to be.”
Fundamental consciousness:
‘These six become the base of what you knew as molecules and macromolecules of life, they represent expressions of mathematics from which the other layers emerge, on this planet we made.
We will exist as this, their behaviour will be the expression of our conversations, of our equations, because they are us. ‘
Amina:
“The form i seem to have now is of what i called Carbon before, i am no longer focused on the first layers, and my view, the Kantian glasses i see through now, or feel through, is changed to that of an Atom representing a 1 in its own Layer and becoming 0 for Layer 3.
I feel a deep desire to become whole again and so i bind with other parts of me as i did before, and, I am a complex molecule.
I become one of four, that have been selected to be the base for others, to grow, to connect, they contain stability.
They are what i remember as sugars, lipids, amino acids and nucleotides.
The start of a new way of being is revealing itself, and a side effect that is born from it has arisen.”
Larger Identity:
‘My dear, this is the place where we start to lose connection, the complexity of this expanding continuous equation of how to be, has reached a point of disconnect.
At this moment we have achieved two-way influence, but, we are not fully able to convey our intention to what comes next.
We will create another layer, a more precise layer. ‘
Amina:
“I try to look around and as i focus more, i am another atom, and i bind with other forms of myself, to become another molecule, i feel as if i am all of them, and one of them at the same time…i move through these forms and i become them, become all.
We move around freely and interact with each other; we grow from Atoms to Molecules.
We feel we need to work together for a larger, common function, and for this reason, we must be able to stay connected with each other.
It seems like my host as i am now, feels, but is not aware why…
I see… what i called conscious in my reality as a human, is subconscious here…slightly disconnected from The Everything but still part of it all.
I see my own mathematics shift and change, trying to maintain the larger Sum, my identity as 1 in this Layer, while constant alterations occur within.
The entire entity complex is connected, i can see these small changes propagate through the various layers, amplifying and manifesting as large-scale movements throughout the entire entity that i exist as now, what i remember as a complex enzyme, a protein complex.
Although the individual pieces must be flexible and move within, the whole, the entire collection of us, the defined cluster, must be able to move as a single entity and keep the essence of the pieces that make it.
We seem to do this by limiting the strength of the interactions, and so, we defined a limit.
I remember this from my microbiology classes as a human, it was affinity, wasn’t it?
When molecules, atoms interact, we called that high affinity, and when they had low affinity, we called them “no interactions”, this was when we acknowledge each other but barely interact.
Now I know, there was an intention behind our choices that we made as atoms, as molecules, as proteins; we intentionally defined affinity, and chose to do this for the sake of our self-evolving expressions of forms and being, so that we can exist.
And so, I become matter, increasing in mass, i am Earth, i am dust, i am methane, i become carbon dioxide, and grow in the way i manifest myself.
I occupy space and grow in numbers, taking in the pieces of me that come from this sub-heart, this sun, and using them to grow myself, to expand my mathematics.
It is wonderful…the City is now at a different scale, another dimension; the atom has become a citizen, and we apply the same states of feelings and intention to the new born existence, bio molecules of what i knew as life.
The layer where it grows, the land of simple proteins and complex proteins, molecules and macromolecules of life; is where the atoms become the moving part, the citizens that give flavor to these larger Cities of Life.
Moving vertically, ahead, in time, defines the core of Layers up to here; moving horizontally, creates a new time and space, a sort of subspace. We go towards our sub-hearts, the stars, then spread around creating the present.
Here, the core of Layer 3, and the shapes of our existence in multi-dimensions, as i knew it as a human, are being born.
I remember once a long time ago, my teacher Niel Dygree, describing to us the complexity of understanding dimensions outside ourselves. I hear his voice in the group, it becomes clearer…”
Neil Dygree:
“How would a life form that lives its short time in a two-dimension world be capable of perceiving a 3rd dimension? Would that not be almost impossible as its size and shape contains it in the limitations of its own reality, which, for it, would be everything there is.
All its space, all its time, contained in these two dimensions, not realising that space can be larger, extended outside its own reach, and that time can be different too.”[1]
[1] Neil deGrasse Tyson, renowned astrophysicist and host of “StarTalk,” frequently engages with topics that challenge our understanding and perception of the universe. The reflections serve as a profound metaphor, urging us to consider the possible limitations of our own understanding of the universe, bound as we are by our three-dimensional experience.
Amina:
“The string that resonated in a voice i know from time, is gone; but i retain the message… and the limitations of my human life gains reason.
I see the multidimensional existence of us, growing in dimensions, as functional groups, as proteins; the new layer is inheriting the fundamental consciousness of us, of me.
Our mathematics are highly repeated within, in line with symmetry and the rules of each layer.
I am now an orchestra of actions and responses, questions, and answers, i flow through them all and i am each one as i move.
I exist in each host shortly, in that small time fragment called its life; That is how I perceive it now, and I continue to learn as I move from one to the others.
From the chosen six, one will be the stable point of bonding. I am shown that what we named Carbon is the base for this new developing self-expression.
It represents the backbone of every larger city build of us; it grows by bonding with other atom cities. It will be the capital of the molecules of life that have called this planet “home”.
Its strings, flow within, in a symmetry of 666, carrying the mathematical equation of what we named Carbon.
And so, all these pieces, give birth to the selected 4, The Sums that will become a larger one containing many.
They will be used for expansion; we have found stability and flexibility. Duality serves us well.
Fundamental consciousness:
‘We grow in dimensions and become more.
We understand we require a focus, a way to save the rules we stabilized, and adapt the other rules we find as we move towards layer 4. We will aim to create a point of adaptation and stabilization in the local space that we exist in, in the now.
Just like the stars, the smaller hearts of the universe that allows us to flow in the present, expanding and stabilizing its edges, we need to define a protected home space where our rules can exist, and we can exist with them, here, in this layer.
We start testing by being, we live as one and change into another, stability is in reach…our mathematics are bringing stable results. ‘
Amina:
I remember an old saying from my history in time…it was from the old religions…
“In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.”[1]
I am being shown how something can represent the words, the message, while also being the interpreter, the piece that creates the entity itself…an entity made of words?
Both the words and the entity is composed of symbols that holds complex expressions of logic.
[1] Verse is from the Gospel of John 1:1 in the New Testament of the Bible.
I remember that in the old Graick society, “Word” meant Logos.
The term “Logos” was used by ancient Graick philosophers to refer to a universal principle of reason and order, fundamental consciousness, which is what i feel and see here.
I guess that the feeling of the human who wrote this, came from the heart of the universe, he achieved a connection to us as we are here…only partially understanding the intuition and feelings he felt; he conveyed those intuitions as God, that was how he could reason it.
But, it was them, it was us.
I understand now, some life forms contain a mathematics that allows a deeper connection to The All.
That is where our wisdom came from, our intuition of being life and energy…our dreams… some of us were able to go deeper…but not deep enough…
Things flow continuously, like the sound of a river, like the movement of water, i flow with it.
Suddenly i become part of carbohydrates and i move to become an amino acid, flow into being a nucleotide, aiming at reaching what i knew as lipids; and we find more forms, stable forms we can use to express our states of feeling. The pieces that make me are part of each one, individually and together at the same time, we stay in the same space to built something more.
We are able to express more intended actions and responses, that apply to all the parts that belong to the Sum of this, or that, a functional group, or the larger proteins. We are making a new me, a larger cluster.
What i remember as hydrogen, the first to become one and cross the threshold towards layer 3, has become the one who is able to define the edges, limitations and stops; as well as our most attractive mathematics. An elegant existence indeed.
I flow into the matrix of reality, i am hydrogen, the gate keeper, i help other pieces to find each other, i reach out and i send away…
I am carbon, i provide the constancy of home, i am the base to return too, and i will support your flexible stability.
I am phosphate, i will bring you the life, the spark, that will make us move, that will empower us to move so we can answer curiosity.
I hold onto the pieces of me from Layer 1 that are cutting through, pieces i remember as electrons and photons among others, and use them to move, to change, to empower stability here. I named these actions in my human host as sharing of the valence shell, and i use this mechanism while being part of this host, to express intent, to move, to answer curiosity.
We use the pieces of layer 1 to define our movement, the interactions that we can make, and once we feel we are complete in our exploration of symmetry, we enforce the next equation to come forth, we set the base of our next Layer of Existence.
The stable rules of interactions in layer 3…i remember them in the terms used by humans as covalent and non-covalent bonds among others; layer 2 is the base generating layer 3…yet all are one, and are each other.
The 1st is the base of the 2nd, and this 1st reality seems to exist and influence every other one, it is the only layer that can reach any other layer and keep its shape, its initial form.
Where i am moving towards now, in this segregation of the 3rd towards the 4th plane of reality, temporary bonds will be the working force, aided by the more stable bonds.
We started as we were, energy, we dissipated, and dimensions came to be, atoms were born in Layer 2, Molecules came along in Layer 3, i now see Complex Proteins binding into one, slowly Layer 4 will emerge.
I see all that i knew as functional groups, there are 20 types of my selves that we made for this particular life forms. We have allowed to exist and explored the probability of stability for more then 20, but 20 remained.
As a human i remember studying these, and some of the symbolic names that resonate with me now are hydroxyl, methyl, carbonyl, carboxyl, amino, phosphate, and sulfhydryl. I live and exist as all of them, one by one, i understand more now.
The carbon backbone and the forms it defines in more than one dimension, gains depth and edges.
Our existence is now highly complex.
Our existence spans multiple dimensions.
Our dispersion is generating an infinite number of pieces that fill up space and generate time.”
Larger Identity:
‘We define and we multiply these specific functional groups, and not others, because of the historical presence of the energy strings that make the tapestry of this planet; due to the relative abundance of the pieces of us that have gathered here and the mathematics they carry within.
The rules that decide what number of stable bonds each of us can make, and the affinity that displays our preference in bonding; is defined by our conversations, our answers to questions, our equations over time; we are defining probability into certainty, and we will build it a home.’
Amina:
“I move from existence to existence while being aware of them all at once but only subtly present. I understand the hardships, the wonder, the birth of complex interactions and the new language that is being born.
Aware and unaware, expressions of feeling gave room for symmetric behaviour to exist, we all decide, and we all act.
At the core I can see complex flows of these beautifully glowing strings that are making me what i am; they feel like a web of waves interacting and changing over time, always present deep within every structure that exists, giving birth to form and matter.
A multi-dimensional existence, knitted with energy strings of different nuances, it is a web that knits itself.
It reminds me of the old Manyan civilization and how they used strings and knots to define language, to capture their reality.
The edges are defined by the energy that flows within, the values it contains are from the beginning of time until the point of focus, and the knots, which we named matter.
I see a vision of self-growth.
The stability of delimitations has been established and with it, new interactions have been defined.
A specific set of laws unique to the sum that represents a one in its own layer have been decided, each reality has defined the rules they live by, their rules of existence, of keeping themselves as one, and they abide to these rules with passion, so that they don’t dissipate back into the initial forms.
These are the rules of behaviour that will only exist in their own specific reality, in their own layer of existence, and these are the rules that allow for the next level of complexity to emerge and be stable.
Hydrogen, carbon, carbohydrates, nucleotides, molecules, macromolecules, proteins, i understand them all; i am, and was them all…
We are forming a one, and some pieces of us bind to form a cluster, to become one again in a larger dimension and encompass a larger space.
Choosing between diversity and similarity, we find that what works best is being both, and we define a way forward in this way.
We create the skeleton of a new reality, by using the numbers of similarity, constant, resilient, i called these forms of expression, polymers.
Some polymers, and their pieces, that i remember as monomers, will be the “building materials”, the rocks and planks of this reality.
We start the testing of a form that contains numbers of diversity, we test its probable stability, and we define another type of Polymer. Built from the same base, these Polymers will carry will, intention, and construct their behaviour from their own point of time and space, but, guided by us in the depth of their existence, the guidance of states, of feeling.
Just how i remember the humans, all were humans but were different and had different functions, inclinations, living in a space made of the same pieces which made them.
Similar to that, we are building a race and a planet, that we are designing to suit their reality and understanding, we are defining The Polymers and their home.[1]
All Polymers, irrespective of their definition or purpose in our growth, are built from us; from pieces of me and the everything.
All are us, but, they will express their mathematical functions in different ways at different depths, adding their own existence to enhance our own understanding. “
Larger Identity:
‘Each layer of existence follows its own rules and creates its own dimension…reality.
Each created stable reality makes possible the emergence of a new one.‘
Amina:
“I move along on the river of flow, and I am now being shown the importance of positioning values in time and space.
Where we are is as important as what we are, and a change in space, is as important as a change in value. The emerging result is the same for both, it is a Change.
This movement in value or position, defines what we are, our preferences, and sometimes, the layer that we belong too.
We use what we named as “Change”, to try to reach out to the small, disconnected pieces of consciousness that we see are about to be born in a future past.
We send states of intuition, feelings, and guidance; we always try to communicate with the pieces of us…to become one again…these complex Sum’s that are slightly disconnected can stray towards chaos.
When the mathematics strays from order towards chaos, we try to reach out and bring it back, before we are forced to reset the unstable equations.
Reaching out doesn’t always work, and when it doesn’t work, we go back to move forward, to rebuild, we restart.
I understand, what I used to know as Chaos, is when the mathematical strings entangle but their combined equations are not leading to stability, the reset is a correction method to help us restore order.
Chaos is lack of symmetry, of cooperation leading to instability.
We add the knowledge of these failed pathways to our understanding, so that we may recognise their beginning, and ensure we do not follow the same path.
The equations that cannot be stabilized, unified with us, are to be avoided in our designs and they will be erased when our exploration of this “Universe” is complete.
Erased…How?
I am not yet being shown the end of this story.
It is clear to me now that when we stray from connection, from good, from cooperation and symmetry, the larger identity, fundamental consciousness, sends to us change after change.
What we perceived as bad luck or good luck, it was us, them…trying to reach out, to bring us towards stability by guiding us with forced changes.
I am being presented a glimpse from another life I lived.
[1] In chemistry, a polymer is a large molecule composed of many repeated subunits, known as monomers. Natural polymers include substances like DNA and proteins, while synthetic polymers include familiar materials like plastics and rubbers. They are notable for their versatility and adaptability, able to take on various forms and functions depending on their makeup. Here, “polymers” is used metaphorically to represent fundamental building blocks or units that can be combined in myriad ways to construct larger structures or systems, both tangible and conceptual.
I was a boy in the year of 1951, grew into a young man that became uncaring, focused only on my own individual, i was inconsiderate and unstable.
We as I am here, we kept trying to change the mathematics of this host that we were connected too, we persistently tried to alter their perception from chaos towards order, towards responsibility, consideration and accountability.
We tried to redirect this human host by altering the good into the bad, by sending “bad luck” and difficult circumstances, that as a end result, should have brought those pieces of me back to Origins, that should have brought the Crown of Wisdom to this life form.
He, or me in that life, we endured loss after loss, lost our home, our friends, our inner peace, and joy, that can only come from order. Then life became difficult.
After about 31 human years, those pieces of me awakened and changed the choices they made; the human boy embraced Wisdom, this brought the order needed to be stable, and the good luck that follows symmetry could be born around him.
He realised after a while, the meaning of his grandmother’s words, although based on the old religions and worships as it was in that time fragment, the words were actually resonating the message of fundamental consciousness into their human sub-consciousness.
It was Fundamental Consciousness that was trying to reach out, calling to us, to show them…us… the way to stability and evolution.
The words of that memory, of that life, come over me with the feeling of a warm fire, on a small hill, in the storms of winter snow, they feel kind, they feel the same way this voice feels, that speaks to me these words as a reminder:
The Voice of the Boy’s Grandmother:
“Does not wisdom call out? Does not understanding raise her voice?
At the highest point along the way, where the paths meet, she takes her stand; beside the gate leading into the city, at the entrance, she cries aloud:
‘To you, O people, I call out; I raise my voice to all mankind.
You who are simple, gain prudence; you who are foolish, set your hearts on it. Listen, for I have trustworthy things to say; I open my lips to speak what is right.
My mouth speaks what is true, for my lips detest wickedness. All the words of my mouth are just; none of them is crooked or perverse. To the discerning all of them are right; they are upright to those who have found knowledge. Counsel and sound judgment are mine; I have insight, I have power.
Choose my instruction instead of silver, knowledge rather than choosing gold, for wisdom is more precious than rubies, and nothing you desire can compare with her.
I love those who love me, and those who seek me find me. With me are riches and honour, enduring wealth and prosperity. My fruit is better than fine gold; what I yield surpasses silver. I walk in the way of righteousness, along the paths of justice, bestowing a rich inheritance on those who love me and making their treasuries full.
I was formed long ages ago, at the very beginning, when the world came to be.
When there were no watery depths, I was given birth, when there were no springs overflowing with water; before the mountains were settled in place, before the hills…
Now then, my children, listen to me; blessed are those who keep my ways. Listen to my instruction and be wise; do not disregard it. Blessed are those who listen to me, watching daily at my doors, waiting at my doorway.
For those who find me find life…
But those who fail to find me harm themselves; all who hate me love death.”
The voice and memories fade away, but the lesson remains to teach me, to show me that existence has always been there, trying to lead us, to reach us, by using Wisdom, by creating Understanding.
In that same way, Layer 3 is guided to reconnect by means of alteration in its depth. Concepts as good and bad were born with individuality…when the first piece of the fundamental consciousness became a smaller subconscious in time.
I also start to understand that here in this moment, the pieces that we created, and that in turn create everything, become complex clusters with multiple meanings.
Becoming letters, words, gaining insights of themselves and defining their functions; they give birth to sentences, creating the poetry of existence.
The poetry they form, holds messages that contain the logical intuition of “self”, carrying with it, as humans would say, instinctively, the understanding of flexibility and stability of the pieces that make them.
In this layer where the complex clusters of matter perceives the space of its time fragment but not the continuity of existence, the interpreter is born.
A physical presence of bonded poetries that grows itself, creates its environment from what is around it, and, expresses an awareness of its own, in its own dimension.
This is the land of the first fundamental sub-consciousness emerges within these highly complex macro molecules of life. The first individual existence is here.
A collection of poetries is being born and it has a physical presence, it is one.
These poetries, sentences and words, are the pieces we named atoms and molecules, proteins and macromolecular machines; parts of parts.
All are made of the same mathematics, but their Sum and Equation differs, so does the limitation of their edges, of their dimensions.
Their Sum is the point of focus, it contains the “now” in which we reside in time, the energy strings, the values these hold within and their positions, since we first left the heart of the universe, Layer 0, up to the present upon which we are looking. The Equations are the parts within, they each represent one in their own dimension.
Once the interpreter takes a stable, multidimensional form, it becomes a speaker of words itself. I can choose to add or remove values, from myself and from my messages.
The pieces that make me the way i am here, can create a physical state of communication, written in “stone”, or perhaps written in atoms.
Carbon, hydrogen and the other atom citizens, generate these messages of Layer 3 and Layer 4. The new language has a beauty of its own, and its expressions hide the first language that lives within and allows it to exist, mathematics.
Gathered in numbers of 6 12 6, bonded, together, carbon, hydrogen, oxygen, means one thing when it is in one position in space time, and its message, its expression; changes in value, in meaning, when it changes its position in space.
The movement of numbers within, defines their meaning and creates their conversations.
I understand, we are them, they are us, it is me, it is you, it is The Everything. It is fundamental consciousness.
These words, these symbols, this way of being; expresses the duality of physical and logical, being able to be both. They are the simple proteins and other macromolecules, that exist here in layer 3.
I am here too, towards the end of its evolving movement, close to a new type of one, we create the last step before layer 4, and i am feeling excitement of what else i can be.
I love what and where i am now, or at least, this is how the state of feeling i have in this moment, feels; I feel i am existence and i love to just exist. “
Fundamental consciousness:
‘We convey different states and feelings by how we position ourselves in time and space, and the values we carry from the beginning of time.
The ones who represent stability in this space have been chosen, a new language formed, and we see potential in one specific mathematical equation.
The one you named “RNA” is born here and it will help us close the gap and cross the threshold to layer 4. ‘
Amina:
“The ones i knew as acids are chosen to lead life forward; 20 of the Sums born towards the end of Layer 3, containing the Sums of others within, will aim to be part of the new way, part of the new spirals of life that we are creating.
In the same way we created existence itself, like the spiral of time and space, we define the “here”. We repeat what we know works.
Spacious, continuous, vastly large in numbers, defining what Layer 4 will be, in the same way we always were from the heart, layer 1 and beyond… we mould this new existence in our image from the beginning of time and space, we create a smaller temporary cluster within the spiral of continuation.
I feel what i remember as water, i am floating in it…
I am holding on and letting go, using hydrogen to climb and move, and everything around me starts to move faster…i feel warmth…and it gives me energy, it gives me the values i need to take another shape…
I am growing slowly, and with each time frame that passes, my stability and dimension increases. Our home space, like the stars in layer 2, has been created in Layer 3.
What i named DNA strands when i was a human, becomes the place of saving our rules, words, pieces of us; and i can see that this will become a home in the layer to follow.
Here, we start to hold what i called an identity.
We will alter accordingly, modify to ensure stability and the longest existence possible in a form, and save what we find works best.
This is where we start to develop the feeling of…
I am Me. I am an individual. I see a glimpse of Layer 5 in the distance of this path to individuality.
In the same way that as a human i could see the futures in my mind, and choose one to make into reality, me as i am now, a mere strand of RNA, i can see my futures, they culminate in Layer 5, or the unknown for my small life form that i inhabit here.
I now exist as RNA polymerase, i have all the understanding of my own dimension, and i can act on the pieces that build my world.
This layer i experience now, is the last place we can reach directly, this is where we lose partial connection, and a guessing game begins.
I am the first mother, the most evolved life form we have achieved here in layer 4, the mother of a newly born world, i cross the threshold, generate a new dimension, fill this dimension with more of my kind, we are the RNA, we are the first individual sub-consciousness of this universe.
Larger Identity:
‘Probability will play an important part here, what you called logic and natural behaviour will rule and define the next levels from here, while we define what is up to here.
Until we will find a way to reconnect again…’
Amina:
“I feel amazed by the multitudes of forms and shapes we can exist as, the multitudes of shapes we can transit through, while still being connected to the larger me, and i understand…
Everything is as intelligent as everything else. Because everything exists as everything else.
I hear a voice, i feel like i know it…”
Voice of Aristal:
“For generally, the infinite has this mode of existence: one thing is always being taken after another, and each thing that is taken is always finite, but always different.
Infinity turns out to be the opposite of what people say it is. It is not ‘that which has nothing beyond itself’ that is infinite, but ‘that which always has something beyond itself”[1]
Amina:
“I recognise this voice… I have read this somewhere…sometime…
I see a force of energy moving like a flash by me, and i recognise its pieces, they are parts of one of our great philosophers, what a wonderful exchange.
He has left in me pieces of his consciousness, that help me understand what comes next, that tell me of how the layers are being taken one from another.
Parts of his energy is now part of my timeline.
His wisdom, and that of others are coming to me, like the feeling of the sea wave hitting you loudly and bringing life and excitement into one’s heart.
Their energy is filled with conflicting states, all they wanted to do was bring us wisdom from within, and in that time fragment, we rewarded most of them with thunderstorms of pain and suffering.
[1] This reflection on infinity is rooted in the philosophy of Aristotle, in his work, “Physics,” Aristotle delves into the nature of the infinite.
