This is the story and message sent to us by The First, what my generation calls “Re-Connect Age”.
The story of Amina, the first to connect to the fundamental consciousness and to show us the way to evolve into what we were designed to be. This was a pivotal moment that changed our very existence as human beings.
I have taken it upon myself to guide you through the result of her journey.
As described by her, the origin of all things, the bright light, that white space; is a compact unity of waves and frequency, of a perfect harmony, symmetry.
This is the space that we call the moment before time was born, the heart of the universe, as she called it.
Amina was a young scientist, opening her eyes in the midst of this unknown, in which her shape was not limited or constrained by size or dimensions, she existed in a different way.
Divided but linked.
The voice she heard continued to do what it did when she was a human, it engaged with her in a dialogue of thought as it often did when she took the time to meditate in her human life. Here, she was part of the guide and the one to be guided; when asking it was her and others, when responding, it was her and others.
It felt to Amina as if she was all, and all was her, but it wasn’t just her, it was difficult to grasp the idea of being one and many, together forming everything that is. The depth of what we are, is the understanding she left us as a legacy.
In her experience, the many symbols she would see would sometimes show her forms inspired by the information she understood, and the experiences she had over her lifetime as a human.
Amina had a deep love for music and sounds, and this was used to give her context among others.
A glimpse of an orchestra, made not of instruments but waves, with vibrations of different shapes and colours. An infinite diversity, in infinite combinations, made of many different parts that cooperate while existing individually, to create a beautiful symmetrical melody.
Waves which she used to perceive as sounds, were now also expressed in colours.
As she envisioned and accessed these experiences that she had and still retained, images of sounds vibrating in different intensities of different values and nuances appeared to her.
In the vast details mixed together she could distinguish each vibrating string that interacted with another string, perceiving the sounds, the communications of states, the interactions.
Different shades of colors, born from the context of others around it and the energy it contained in any one moment.
Each instance of time was being created and was left behind for a new one to be born, the whole of its continuity started to fill space with different patterns of action and reaction, question and response, all maintained by what she understood now, was “them”, or “us”.
It was communication of another form on different layers, that caused behaviour in this painting of moving life. They were mathematically and visually expressed so that she can correlate her human life to existence now.
All the things she has learned, her memories as a human, were used as a foundation frame to help her become part of the “all”. This is part of the reason why we, as a social human cluster, are now putting value on building a foundation filled with understanding and experiences, so that we can connect and ascend to our Origins.
Each instrument in its uniqueness showed Amina the symbol of a change in the flow of one of the strings, which seemed to her to start as soon as the blackness was invaded with light.
In that moment, the strings started to interact, bond and become stable instruments in this play, growing in space and generating mass.
The more they bonded, the more they found stable patterns on which they could build and more complexity could be generated.
She still possessed knowledge of the world she consciously interacted with; they were coming back in pieces but at an increased speed as she integrated deeper in the memory lines of space and time.
These notions and bits of knowledge, values of what and how and where, that we as humans learn, assisted her to understand the story of time, space and being.
Amina felt deeply that the lessons will be slow and painful, even though she somehow knew that slow has a different expression in how she is now.
But, this was the depth she has always been prepared for by the kind, guiding voice within her mind, in her life as a human, to discover the depth of understanding that she felt drawn too.
The proper information, large amounts of it gathered in that period called “human life” would assist her – was the soft encouraging impulse Amina described feeling – this will help her understand it well, and in time for her to make a decision.
The entity that emerged from the heart of the universe, changed its state of existence as it moved forward.
It became divided but linked, and as it existed inside these strings of light, it moved forward and defined the base of everything that we know.
The edges of their place of existence is surrounded by a powerful glow; in the notions that Amina possessed. It was reminded to her of the transparency a galaxy can possess when encountering another galaxy.
A collision where they are mixing and passing through one another, while actually just slightly altering each other due to the space allowed in between the bonds.
The laws became stable so that the interactions can become bonds, all of it was of the same kind, reacting to itself.
The equations of their bonds and flow rates of their movement streamed forward to create time and matter. The alteration was always minimal but with chain effects of alteration at all layers.
Amina:
“The beginning of life as I know it. The paths and choices ahead. I feel what reminds me of anxiety…
I sense the distance, and I feel a moment of choice will arrive. What decision? What do I need to decide?
It is being kept from me; it feels not as a hidden truth, but a truth decided to fit at a future point in this whole story. I am one, how can I be many?”
Larger Identity:
‘We will be linked, partly here and partly there. ‘
Amina:
“I am being distracted again; What was that strange feeling, it is starting to fade…
Everything feels so spacious, there is so much room, there is no time, everything is uncovered here. Curiosity takes hold of me again.
The past, the future, are the present.
I am being moved again from my stillness, if I could tell you how this flow and movement feels…i would say it feels like finding yourself afloat on the top of a hole and then you suddenly fall in.
Trying to grasp the serpentines that look like the ant nests, underground, a network of moving forward, or, falling in. The moment fades quickly, and it bursts again from a different perspective in a different place.
Another past, another present, as if jumping from a tall bridge into a deep pit, but, instead of reaching the bottom, one just starts a deeper fall, into another network; a fall through dimensions.
If the movement has a direction, my perceptions cannot grasp it.
Falling up? Or to the left? Or forward? I’m falling into everywhere…
What is the purpose of these transitions? Education?
Education of my entity? Of what truly is and how they come to be? Of the patterns they unfold?
I am shown that the whole is important to understand the pieces; the point is the spiral itself, not just one point within the spiral.
In all this, I see all that is, and I feel what I remember as wonder…
Is this what we call the moment of death? Am I dying?
I have heard stories…of life flashing in front of one’s eyes, but this feels so much deeper than the sum of my own life…
I see images of memories; they feel present, as reality felt for me as a human.
One next to each other while they are all linked, all the lives, all the pieces; none of them being less important than the others, together they create what is, they create me.
They are us, and I am Everything.
Wait…”
In a moment that showed clarity, as she seems to get a hold of her mind’s focus. A new transition started to take place.
Amina:
“How much time has it been?
I have even more questions… but I feel I’m forgetting something important in my chase of understanding?
How much time has it been?!?”
Larger Identity:
‘Time for whom?’
Amina:
“The vibrations around me answer in sounds of my own voice.
I am drawn by the familiar sounds, and I partially understand who it is that answered.
Time … for them?”
Larger Identity:
‘All time has passed for them, yet they will still be where they were left, you have not broken the link yet. ‘
Amina:
“I feel that state I remember as anxiety again…the colours and shapes are changing, my questions are unheard now.
I feel a breeze… a sense of loss and desire are filling me to the core, my feelings are reacting, and the space around me is changing abruptly as an orchestra that accompanies the very deep sides of me…
This air is familiar…I am starting to focus more, and as I expand and move, i remember you again, and I feel that…I want to go back…”
The space around her, her visual perceptions, started to unfold and meld and in a matter of seconds the space was shaped after her reality when she was 18, it was the year she met what will come to be her best friend and much more, Kharis.
It was an important moment in the formation of the essence for “her” as she has ended up being.
In the pieces that were being placed together to form the reality of that time, she could see the space she knew from before, her past as Amina, as if it was her current reality.
Amina could feel her body as if it was her own, yet she knew it was not, she was now the one stuck inside her human mind, the voice within.
