“While i am becoming and living as this or that, in some ways… i am there and not there…here but not here…together all at once, even if segregated in pieces over this Time; as it has been named.
I perceive my form as what we named as atoms, I am hydrogen, and I just moved pass the threshold between layer 1 and layer 2.
By merging pieces of ourselves into a unity, into a one, we define a new dimension and repeat our questions to answer curiosity, we establish new rules of existence that suits what we are now.
The goal that has driven us since the start of layer 1 until now is to find stability and learn how to be one again, so that we can crossover, be larger and become 0 in a larger dimension.
We maintain a continuous flow.
0…Infinity…1…0…infinity…1
Once this stable unity is achieved, it becomes a base for building blocks that represents 0 for layer 2, and 1 for layer 1…I am having a difficult time finding the right words to translate this in a way you could perceive it… if i ever reach you…you can try to understand…
The land of Composed Unity is where we find even more ways to be and to become.
A specific number of us from over there are binding with other pieces of me from somewhere else; we bind when there is symmetry and define a new forward, the numbers and equations contained give expression to shapes and generate different patterns of movement.
The limits of our Edges, together with our Composition, defines the rules we follow, the layer we fall in.
The Sum Junctions, is where we become one and we create a new forward.
I am now another atom, and then I am another, and I choose to give up my shape as one of the atoms and become another that fits into the larger symmetry of my own flow in time and space… so that 0 can become 1 again and move towards Layer 3.
All this while keeping layer 1 inside layer 2, as 1 is the foundation of continuity for the others that will be.
We segregate our pieces and use the separation that the emptiness brings as a tool to create stable clusters of complex equilibrium, the spaces define our edges and help us achieve stable larger dimensions in being.
We bind and unbind to become different over time; it is me and others…we are one but separated.
I am gold, we are iron.
I am gas and i am vapours, we are water.
Such a complex existence that hides a simple truth…how can i describe to you what i am now…
My state of desire to tell this to you reacts and brings forward the memories of cities.
A city made of parts that work together exchanging services in the same way that we exchange values; those i used to call electrons, protons, and the rest of us, are citizens of this city, the Atom city.
The way my human existence was, when i was a human, a city that has one identity, represent a one but its rather flexible, and it changes according to what it contains and where it is in time and space historically.
Like a living entity, like an atom, like me, as long as symmetry exists and we cooperate, exchange, and move together; the larger identity, the city itself will grow, interact and bring stability in every perspective.
When parts of it leave, the humans that bring the flavour of the cluster called city, the cluster itself changes and adapts to the new sum of its being, becoming something else. Still a city but a different one.
Just like an electron leaving an atom, a proton leaving its nucleus, becoming something that is not the same as what it was before. Becoming another city, but still a city.
Every part of the sum that represents this cluster, makes it what it is and every alteration changes its growth and edges.
The colorful edges of the Atom City, they remind me of the frequency of emission and absorption lines that as humans we saw a long time ago.
We named these, line spectrum, the discovery that helped us map the stars, these beautiful waves and shades of color, are the edges of the clusters created here in layer 2, sparkling in the waves and shades of layer 1.
The small city of energy that exists within an atom, chooses flavours of light to represent it, and follows the rules of stability that reflects its choice, as it alters or moves forward.
I see, we stay the same. Be it part of Layer 1 or Layer 2.
We cannot see it from the surface unless we use the photon string carrier.
As humans, even if we did not understand, we were using light to see reality.
We used the light carriers like a pair of Kantian glasses that changes how we perceive existence, we got a glimpse within the layers and over distance, over time.
But we did not understand.”
Larger Identity:
‘What you say of the “city”; can also be said of your human host, the atom cluster, the clusters of atoms and every other Sum that we created in time to satisfy our curiosity of what it is to be in this nothing.
In this journey…don’t forget while trying to tell the story of you and us, to also be here and experience what you understand, so you can be ready for the choice.
Feel.
Move.
Feel.
Move my dear, move.’
“I feel… i move…and i feel again. I will be here and will focus so i can also talk to him in the “there”. Keep focus…remember him…he is my uncut bond…
Stability turned into chaos.”
Larger Identity:
‘In the fun, pleasure, and movement that we enjoyed, we found limitations to how many of us can become part of 1 here in Layer 2, before we start losing logic, coherence.
We found limitations when trying to be how we were when we started in the heart of the universe.
The principle of mathematical degradation was more present as we grew and dispersed.
The nothingness has forced us to recalculate our current expansion of this layer as we require more direct intervention and stronger bursts of feeling, of consciousness, to be able to properly define ourselves here in layer 2 and aim at exploring what layer 3 can probably be. We need to shorten the equations to stabilize more complex Sums.’
“I understand. We defined the hearts of the universe…subunits of Layer 2… inspired from the depths below Layer 1; we brought forward a version of our home that can contain stability in Layer 2.
I see…i understand now. That is what stars were all along, a way to stabilize existence itself.
No wonder we felt so drawn to them…they reminded us of another home…
The flow is getting agitated, energy increases, and i am surrounded by the familiar sight from where this all started…
That white space, the nothingness outside…a familiar feeling in a new form, the Stars.
We moved to the sub-hearts of the universe in Layer 2 and named this direction.
Direction …vertical, horizontal, as i remember calling these, from the new heart of light, the stars, towards everywhere else.
I do not know what to compare it too…i really do not know the human words to properly describe where i have travelled to; but i really want to share this with you…
They… or we… shortened the equations by making the stars a powerful, focused, artery of energy flow.”
Fundamental consciousness:
‘We gathered here, from the first atom, to dust, and gas, becoming water and iron.
Binding into chunks of us, becoming moons and satellites; eventually we gained enough understanding to define the required stable mathematics that led us to create a sprinkle of consciousness, millions of heart beats across millions of sub-hearts, the stars themselves.
We use these “stars” as a focus point to gain bursts of movement and remould ourselves, our light strings, into what we want to define as an answer to probability, probable pathways for the next step in time.
Clusters of us, of you; bonded to these stars, spiralling forward with symmetry and in time, we find a new balance and create what you knew as the first planetary systems.
We have yet to define life, but we have defined spaces.
Orbiting each other in time, while moving forward, we resolve our mathematics and express our feelings by giving birth to existence itself.’
“My thoughts resonate, as the words of Bertor, a human mind i remember admiring, when i was the human me, now comes in waves and frequencies.”
Voice of Bertor:
“Even works that are planned alter significantly during their execution.
To be sure, the creating is controlled as it happens.
Things can be altered in process. Making new “frame” requires not just daring and alertness, but, an immersion within, patiently allowing a new structure to emerge, without forcing it prematurely into a more obvious form.”3
“It feels wonderful. I want to be more, dance more in this space and vibrate music into existence.
I am taken back to a sunrise morning in the countryside where my grandmother retreated to enjoy the more simple ways of life.
The sun is coming up and the drew on the corn leaves is shining a dark yet fiery orange.
Light is not too strong yet, it was 5 am and life was awakening to do its part in creating what is, beauty itself.
The trees were high and tall by the side of the garden, which was at the top of a hill, and gave an amazing view of the flower garden my grandma arranged at the bottom of a small cornfield.
It was towards the end of spring and beginning of summer, the perfect warmth engulfed the air and the flowers in the acacia trees would give a sweet scent to the winds that came from the forest.
As i close my eyes in the memory, i seem to not be able to do so here, yet i can feel the same state of feeling i had then…
With the feeling of closing my eyes, smelling the scent of the acacia tree, and the touch of the warm morning air on the surface of my skin, on my every pore, i suddenly can hear what i did not hear then.
I hear the sounds, the whispers, they were, and are always talking…the leaves hitting each other, being shaken by the wind.
The sound of the raindrops on the roof, a branch being broken, thunders in the faraway sky; now i understand…
Everything is talking to everything else. We could have understood most of it…yet we did not understand it at all somehow…
It is them telling us what they are, what they are doing, and sometimes, what they will do.
The sounds of existence, the sounds of Layer 2 are states of communication, of feeling and being…they were talking to us. They, or We, are vibrating music into existence.
Consciousness is fundamental.”
Fundamental consciousness:
‘We have grown. We have defined. It is suitably stable.’
“I pass through all of these different states and mathematical rules and then move on to grow into another shape, one that the previous existence which I was experiencing is symmetric with. This allows the next one to become from it, in the next movement through time.
I am planets, i am moons, we are space, and we are stars.
We are stable and we are encompassing layer 1, 2, and the infinity within.”
Fundamental consciousness:
‘This is not enough. We want to know and experience more. ‘
Larger Identity:
‘Inspired by the gates of darkness that we saw in the heart of the universe we create a return gate.
A white compact space, the return gate, build for us to go back and then, we start again with more energy and a stronger burst, enforcing what is, or, sometimes, employing a different path.
Forward through the dark gates, ahead to the stars, then spread-out moving along horizontally in a slice of time, eventually going back by using the gates of return that we created in the darkness.
Time flows forward and we grow even larger still. We defined a maximum we can gain, and a minimum that can function.
We use this maximum to create the return gate, to reignite existence as we come forward again.
A white gateway in the dark emptiness, leading back to where we started; known, travelled and required, it helps us move and push forward.’
“I remember I used to call these black holes when I was a human…ironic as they are as bright as light in my perception here.”
Fundamental consciousness:
‘We attract each other, when more come together and define a stable, larger 1 that contains many, the 1 becomes 0 and we grow a layer more, but here, we will go from 1 to 0.’
“I now understand, the black hole is the central artery around which we orbit, from there we create a reverse flow, similar pathways as the ones that started to exist once Movement occurred, but, opposite.
Here we enlarge what we defined as the sphere of the present, it will contain the spheres of all the Stars Spaces that have already been generated by us. Here, we become 1 again so that 0 can be born in another dimension.
I see those I called galaxies take shape, more often and at higher rates than before.
Space, we found, is large enough to contain all of our mathematics and when chaos meets order…we decide again what to be and become that. Order will be what we bring forward.
We move ahead and we define layer 2, i feel the vibration of a shade of matter, a wave perhaps, multiple waves, expanding, flowing, dissipating.
I’m interpreting the information they contain and as a result I’m contracting and expanding and generating waves of my own, waves that amplify the small into the larger and stronger, perceived and propagated further to bring equilibrium and response.
More stars are born, and more white gates of return are born from these old stars, our first explorers, the elder parts of consciousness, of us, of me.
These pieces of us, travel ahead to help guide us, to bring the depth and order found in other hearts of other universes forward in a new dimension, setting the base of galactic stability.
My other self is telling me, in states that feel like intuition, that their name translated into human terms, was, is, and will be Aether Lumen4.
Layer 2 has exploded in shades of frequencies, symmetry, exchange…all showing a living painting of the same flavors of light as I perceived in the heart of the universe.
From within the tapestry of time and space, or as a human life, the beauty of “being” is colored in shades of us, of them…of light.
Solar systems are born in high numbers, they prove to be the best place to attempt to create stable hosts by which we could be in the large and in the small but stay connected.
I see the galaxies…what I used to call a galaxy…I am part of it…looking down at me…looking up at me…i am space and time…
A sudden feeling lures me into one specific solar system…I have a few parts in others but this one draws on my curiosity…and I experience desire…
I desire to be part of it, part of its blue shades and green patches, of its gasses and its water. I feel like how I remember I felt for you…the desire of loving you…of holding you…of traveling together in our short lifetimes…
Desire that has an edge of pain…the same feeling draws me onto this specific tiny planet…we will embrace it with our warmth, change it with our symmetry, and so, we have defined it as a birthplace of a new existence.
Chosen Sums have been selected, they will be the base of all the hosts we will build in this chosen space.
Complex clusters of symmetry merge and form, atoms hosts find each other, and the symmetry they need to be, spiralling around the artery of moving forward and moving back, becoming larger, hosting the smaller, mixing layers of existence; and I am now what i called molecules.
Multiple Atom Cities forming a bond that is strong, or is temporary, but, either way, when they bond, they represent a Capital, a Metropolis. Moving together and giving birth to something else.
And so, i see these grow into what i knew as the molecules of life, functional groups, made of atoms…made of us…”
