“I am trying to grasp as much information about where, and what I am now. I feel a disturbance is emerging, and I perceive a flicker in the absolute whiteness… A dark star… A black circle…
I hear the voice again, the whisper…it comes from myself…my other self…”
Voice:
‘Movement started to exist and with it, time came along. It is the start…’
“It is talking to me, the voice that is me, was me, is answering my questions.
The whispers I hear grew into a conversation. In the space around me, I see these small dots of darkness where the light flickers. What is this lack of light? “
Fundamental consciousness:
‘A lack of us.’
“It looks small in dimension, almost not visible and as I try to understand it, as it draws on my curiosity, I feel like it pulls me along.
I feel this attraction is pulling the pieces that are mine and make me into this dark tiny spot that I, we, did not understand yet. The ones who cross the boundary into the Empty are reshaping into forms of being that allows us to exist individually and in a cluster at the same time, while in this non space.”
Fundamental consciousness:
‘This uncertain empty space that contains non-existence, is the space that we start a new journey of exploration in. A journey you are part of.’
“It feels like I am not the one in control anymore. The other side of me, the subtle voice that I kept within as a human, is the deciding factor in this place I found myself in…
Thinking back when I had conversations within my mind, I always felt I was a bit crazy for it…I didn’t understand the immensity from which I was a small part of; the small part that became the human that I was.
There, in that life, the human entity was the deciding factor, and my perspective was that of a single piece limited by the environment it is isolated in. I was not able to see my true self…all the other parts of me in space and time.
Now I see.
The voice that speaks to me, is my larger identity, it is absorbing me and i am becoming part of it; in the same way an arm belongs to a body but still stays and is a separate part.
My larger self, and other self’s that i perceive as part of me now, are bonded at our deepest core, but we chose to have separate dances on the embroidery of existence.
And so, we allow ourselves to stretch and split becoming separate, we experience the beauty of different shapes and life forms as we move ahead in time.
We meet again and part again, jumping in and out of probable pathways; pathways that encourages stability and brings us states of pleasure, of symmetry, and eventually, these pathways of symmetry lead to life.
We are always one, but we experience temporary separation so that each piece of us, of me, can bring its own understanding of the unknown it has encountered when it returns to the larger self, and this is the pleasure that drives us to be, and not be, so we can be again differently.”
Larger Identity:
‘We are home…home is us…’
“I am being distracted…what is this conflict within me. The movement I feel, it is spreading and causing a chain of reactions as it goes.
All that Is here is slowly starting to move towards the dark, piece by piece, string by string, we are all flowing towards the curiosity of this dark emptiness that i perceive here and now.”
Fundamental Consciousness:
‘In our flow pass the dark spots, beyond these gates that open the ether which contains nothingness inside, we feel separation, the emptiness seems to tear us apart while we are drawn to each other.
As we move ahead, this nothingness brings space between us and we keep trying to stand in each other’s orbit; as close as possible, as strong as possible, we grow together, and we move together. ‘
“Move…
How do we move?
I don’t understand yet, what is movement?
What is movement here?
The thought of my question seems to be echoing in the brightness.
The understanding I gained, tells me we use movement to explore and define; and as we move, we attempt to settle the stable rules of how to exist and how to exist in pieces yet together.
The aim, I have learned, is so that the next level can be created on a stable basis of rules and flow patterns and for each level to be stable in time; to bring order into the nothing by bringing us, but mostly, to answer curiosity.
The method, i see, is movement… and movement is…the expression of our curiosity. A feeling that is energy, thought, and leads to action.
We become string like, we define orbitals and rules of exchanges…they are…I am… we are… what as a human i named energy…
We move by existing in one way or another then returning to what we are again; we start over in a better more stable way.
We focus into one and then disperse into many and become one again; this, is what we call movement.”
